I had so much energy yesterday. Hardly needed a nap at all. I don't know if it was because we had alot of sunshine yesterday or that I cut back on my consumption of Diet Coke.
Confession: I drink 4 Diet Cokes a day!
Yesterday I cut out 1. I'd like to cut it down to 2 a day but man, there's something seriously addicting about Diet Coke.
I wrote in my secret diary yesterday (what? you didn't know?) about how Food For Folks went with mom yesterday. To summarize to the general diary public: It Didn't Go Well.
In a roundabout way, with an icing of "Ain't I Funny?" my mother called me an Asshole.
I've spent months putting up with her goofiness and self-centeredness. Almost biting off half of my tongue while trying my best (which could have been better, but you know, I tried) to not respond to the buttons being pushed.
And she has no idea that I'm this pissed. Not a clue to how her behavior can effect others. Tell your daughter that she needs an "I'm an Asshole" sticker on her car window - and then laugh because, damn, I'm so funny! What? I was just kidding! You're so sensitive!
I'm trying to figure out a way to get out of spending Tuesdays with her that will save face so that we can continue to relate in our normally dysfunctional way. Just less frequently. The only thing I can come up with is a lie - telling her that I have to switch delivering to a day when I know she's busy volunteering to serve lunch at the local elementary school. And I don't want to lie. That's her game, not mine. I would rather be assertive. Unfortunately that won't save face.
I just know it's time for the Bonding to End.
I am not an Asshole. However I seem to play one on Tuesdays.
fuck.
Thankfully I have lunch planned today with the Lovely Carmelita. Sushi. Carmelita and Sushi. Life is good. Good friend. Good Food. Good Diversion.
9:39 a.m. - January 10, 2007
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